Hello friends I hope you got to see how beautiful the moon has been the last 3 nights as we entered the Full Moon in Scorpio. As many of you may have heard me say before that the Full Moon is the most intuitive and psychic time of the month. During this time I like to take time to meditate and channel information from the angel/spirit realm, spend time grounding in nature, eating healthy, journaling, and practicing self love. I was able to have a beautiful bonfire with some friends on Wednesday and the Moon was breathtaking, plus we had to hike to the spot where we had our bonfire so we got some nature time and exercise in. On Thursday (the actual full moon) it was cloudy and the moon was not visible. I had another bonfire last night and carried on my romantic relationship with the stars and the moon. Another thing the full moon is good for is for manifesting and releasing. It is a great time to set goals and dream big, in fact outdream yourself. I write down the things that I want to release and let go of and burn the paper in the bonfire under the full moon. This is a ritual of healing and forgiveness which allows us to rebalance and release the things in our life that are no longer serving us. I also write a page of things I am thankful for in my life which keeps me in a mindset of gratitude. In the big scheme of things there is a lot to be thankful for. Do you have a family and a house to live in, food to eat, clothes to wear, jobs to go to, cars to get you there, and the list goes on and on. In gratitude we find true abundance.
I have also been practicing mantras to help keep me connected to my higher self or what some may know as the subconscious. Here are a few affirmations I decided to work with this month and feel free to use them if they resonate with you. I do say these out loud at least once a day in hopes to bring my subconscious to a more conscious state. Focused positive thinking will create people, circumstances and events that will take you closer to your dreams.
"Weath building oppurtunities are available to me everywhere I go."
"I am committed to excellence in everything I do."
"I bravely step outside my comfort zone to accomplish the goals I set for myself."
"Money flows freely and abundantly into my life."
"My body is healthy, my mind is brilliant, my soul is at peace."
"'I am beautiful inside and out."
" I will practice kindness and compassion regularly and put my heart into everything I do."
The lesson this month is about having faith. Faith requires you to believe something that is not yet evident to the eye. I am currently making a huge career change and it can be frightening, dramatic, and it is definitely testing my faith. I have been working in the beauty industry for nearly 20 years, and have had a huge success-with the most wonderful clients a person could ask for, so you may think why would you start something new or take a huge risk? Honestly my life took a whole new course in the past five years because of my near dear experience and string of other events, since then I have been spiritually getting connected and finding my true purpose in this world. I have a much more important purpose here in the world and it is to help others heal and navigate through there own spiritual experience, just as I have. My spiritual awakening has changed me so much I feel like a whole new person. After the near death experience happened I have been unable to unsee what I have seen. I have since become deeply connected and have embraced my psychic, channeling, intuitive, god given gifts that I have had since I was a child. For most of my life I have felt alienated, been confused and often felt misunderstood because I did not have much guidance in growing up with these kinds of gifts. That is ultimately what inspired me to start intuition workshops because there is such a need right now for people to get in tune with their souls and to find love, peace, and happiness. My intuition has always been too loud to ignore, but because I had no one to relate too I did not know how to talk to others about what I was experiencing during these synchronicities and psychic phenoniums. I have often been seen as defiant because I always trusted myself above anyone else other than God. I do not see many people challenging the status quo these days, they are just like a herd of sheep wondering aimlessly and unfulfilled. I could not live like that and became desperate for reasons, answers and purpose in my life, and now I have found it. I hope to help each of you reading this to find that too. I am ready to make a career change and I am choosing to have faith in God, the Universe, my Angels and guides that everything will work out. If for some reason it doesn't work out I will try something else, but I know I would regret not following my heart. I also have been experiencing such a sense of peace since my salon has been closed due to the corona-virus as previously my anxiety would be quite high the longer I continued to work in the salon and I started to resent and regret it more each day to the point it was becoming quite unbearable. I feel selfish for doing what I want instead of what is practical, but I also know if my heart is into something prosperity will find its way to me in a way that money never can, but because of that it ends up being a magnet for abundance. I decided to look at my budget and cut out unnecessary expenses and sell things I did not need as well as give things away that I was no longer using that someone else may need. In doing these things I felt a huge weight lift from my shoulders and it was more than evident I was on the right path just in the emotional balance and well being these changes were bringing me. I have made really good money in my life, and I grew up poor and even experienced homelessness as a teenager and young adult. In deep reflection after seeing things from both sides I felt I was actually happier with less money than I was when I made sacrifices to make more money. I will admit at times I used money and shopping as a crutch in my life but I have not felt that way for awhile. This doesn't mean I do not like nice things and luxury, it just means I am content with what I have in my life and it is more than enough and I am having faith that the universe will lead me towards abundance. Is there something about a job or relationship that you need to change in order to feel more tuned in with yourself, your values, and your soul? Now is the time to make the changes in terms of the planetary alignment because the final pieces of the puzzle are about to fall into place. Attack, pain, fear, judgement, and separation are all mere calls for help.
I have been learning more about runes this month and incorporating them into my tarot/oracle readings. I like to do one each morning with a tarot card before meditation. I have been amazed how accurate and effective this has been for me and I would even recommend you trying it. It sort of sets the tone for the day, and if you know what the day brings than you can show up for it better and be more prepared. The history of runes dates back to 1st and 2nd AD. Runes are another form of divination used to obtain messages about how to direct ones life- to answering specific questions. Runes are symbols that represent a "hushed" message from the cosmos.
Some key things going on during the Scorpio Full Moon right now:
Someone born under the zodiac Scorpio is undeniably loyal, protective and honest in nature. They are very creative so you may find your creative juices flowing effortlessly right now. Scorpio's are deep, dark, and mysterious so it is a great time to do shadow work. If you are normally emotional you can tune into the emotionally strong and resourceful nature available. You may feel a heightened sense of fear of abandonment during this time or be obsessing about things, even sometimes feeling vengeful these are also in sync with the temperament of a Scorpio. This is a very transformational full moon and many people have been doing the groundwork to make a huge shift in their lives, myself included. Be tenacious about your goals and during times of introspection quiet the mind and create. Focus on the solar plexus chakra during this time, this chakra work includes embracing your sexuality, feeling confident about your body, sexual pleasure and intimacy. If there are intimacy issues or sexual trauma it is a good time to focus on doing some healing work. Wearing the color yellow can aid with confidence and citrine is one of my favorite stones that also assists with that.
Channeled Quotes
"Doctors study medicine.
Teachers study education.
Healers study darkness." -Phil Good
"A healer does not heal you. A healer is someone who holds space for you while you awaken your inner healer, so that you can heal yourself." -Mary Hasnaa
"We are stars fashioned into flesh and bone."
"Be who you are, no apologies, no hiding."
The Law of Attraction has been big in my world lately so I have been listening to a lot of podcasts by Abraham Hicks. Also check out the book or movie called, The Secret for more information. The Law of Attractions is about energy, vibrations, frequencies, magnetism, and momentum. I think it also represents cosmic consciousness and embodiment of the mind, body, and soul. Sometimes there is conflict in what the outer world requires of you and how your own spirit directs you. It is important to continue aligning with your truth and to allow your spiritual self to show up into every situation in your life. Replace worry with trust and integrate your eternal truth with your temporal reality. If you are in a job or relationship that actively pulls you from spirit, then you need to deal with it and possibly leave it. Who you are forever is who you are right now, let nothing impede that power. When you own it, absolute self realization in both worlds will elude you no longer.
Everyone's past holds someone who left a deep mark, either for good or bad and usually both. As we look over our shoulder we see glimpses of them, small traces. Is it longing or resentment? It is not good to carry either sentiment around forever. Finally be free of them, the choice is to either draw a mental line under the person and move on or seek some kind of reconciliation and resolution.
"As we enliven the spirit of love and support for one another, the sacredness of unity blooms all around us."
No matter what we have come from, we are all connected, reflecting a distinct radiance while holding one another during times of growth. Continue to be a loving mirror for the people in your life and keep learning how to elevate yourself and others. Nurture the feminine energy and recognize the unique gifts we each carry. We all long to be seen and valued, we all long to connect and commune. Make some space for this unique energy to bloom. May we walk with love and trust in our hearts and inspire others while also allowing ourselves to be inspired by those around us. May we all celebrate each other during the different chapters of our individual, constantly evolving journeys. We can teach, share, reflect, listen, and inspire one another. Grab someone's hand and pull them up and aim to continually enhance others, and we will enhance ourselves in the process. In unity we will grow stronger.
Thanks to all of you who read through this entire blog I know it was a little winded today. I hope this finds all of you seeking answers on your spiritual paths and with your soul purpose. We will be holding intuition workshops at Ancient Ways on the Full Moon from 7-9pm starting back up in June on the 5th. You can call to reserve your spot there is limited availbitlity. I will be taking tarot and oracle readings at Ancient Ways Tuesday-Saturday as well as offering my services, events, and jewelry online and in store. Wishing you all a wonderful month and hope to catch up again soon.
Carol, It's been so wonderful getting to know you and talking with you about your spiritual journey!!! Thanks for all you are and all you do!
Love this!! You are an inspiration to those of us who are just beginning our spiritual journeys into ourselves to find out who we truly are. Your honesty, knowledge, and integrity shine bright in a very dark and forbidding world. Thanks so much for sharing with us!!